Yining has been back to the US today.

 

On the way to the airport, I felt nothing; arriving at the airport, I felt nothing; even when she went to the entry passage, looking back frequently and waving hard to me, I still felt nothing. Until back home, when uncle, aunt, Yuhang and I had our breakfast, I fetched chopsticks and sat at the old position, suddenly, I found that I had got Yining's "Snoopy" in my hand... I realized that I have been used to the life that Yining was along with me, when she cooked and I was in charge of the bowl and chopsticks.

 

At that time,  I know deeply, actually, my feeling of "nothing" came from the fact that I didn't want to accept the truth that it was the time that she would be back, she would leave me alone for another ten months. The experience told me that it was do a long time; during this period, you would suffer from something greatly!

 

This noon, when back to my dormitory and lying on my bed, the feeling of lonely assaulted on me; I curled up to prevent from the "cold", endless...

 

Another ten months, another long waiting, another fight for merely, hand in hand, walking along with each other...